I had this moment as I felt the cooler air and heard the whishing sighs of the yellow tree, as I smelled the fresh earth enlivened by recent rain, where I realized that I seldom have sense memories that remind me of Ohio where I spent the first 30 years of my life; all my memories now are of the Northwest, the sea breeze, and the towering pines. I crashed today in my routines and in my desire to step away from life and now must pull things back into balance.